It seems that I have not touched the computer for many days. (but actually it is just 10 days to be exact!)

And i decided to blog today because today is a very special day....which is olevels result day. Although this day doesnt concern me anymore I still do feel something for this day as it had once been a really heartwarming and unforgettable day of my life. It was also the day when I made one of the major decision in my life - and that is to enter a junior college.

2 years passed. and 2 more months I'll be getting my Alevel results. Many people kept asking me which course I wanna go in university and all but to be exact, I myself is unsure as well. In fact, I've been thinking where I wanna go since 2 years ago and up till now, my mindset has been constantly changing by what I am going through every now and then.

I asked a senior colleague who work with me at takashimaya today, "what if my passion is something so simple that if I follow it, I would not be living up to everyone's expectation and not fulfilling in monetary terms?" He answered me, "Follow your passion and you will live up to expectations soon step by step." I nodded but I knew, it was easy said than done.

2 years ago, I decided to enter JC because my mum wants me to. I gave up my higher mt during sec 4 because I have firmly decided to go to a polytechnic. But i changed my decision which had been so deep rooted in my mind all the while at the last minute simply because I want to live up to mum's expectation, which is to enter a university.

This time round, I do not wish to allow other people's expectation to decide what I am going to do in the future again. Because by following it, I are putting my happiness at stake. That time, it affected 2 years of my life. This time round, it may affect my whole life.

Of course... that really depend on my results.. I hope everything's gonna be fine. I really hope so!

I really hate making big decisions in my life. I would even cringe at the thought one day if I am going to decide who and when I am going to get married.. to give birth... to live without my mum... etc. Sigh.

This is the jelly I bought from the stall opposite my working booth. Cost me about $12 and i couldnt bear to eat it cos it was such a beautiful fish! haha

I found out my favourite watch broke the next day when I woke up just because i forgot to take out from my wrist. =(

I use scotch tape to tape it back and it looks awfully terrible now. But I can't bear to throw it away......

On a good note, I enjoy working so much now =D

the mean people left. my wonderful colleagues stay =D